Finding Balance Now

There is a partially read copy of Ekhart Tolle’s “The Power of Now” on my night stand. I am just far enough into it to know that to be enlightened, I should be ok with its partially read status and not worry about whether or not I will actually ever get to finish it.

I am not a new mother. I am four years in, and I have a lot of scars to prove it. But I also have so many more blessings than I ever knew were possible. In the early days, I was in a state of waiting…

…waiting until they slept through the night. (Still don’t.)

…waiting until they went to bed. (Ditto.)

…waiting until I could take a shower without interruption. (Do you see a pattern here?)

I was in a similar holding pattern with my job, my health, and pretty much every other aspect of my life. I was just waiting out my life. Bleak, right?

Only very recently have I figured out that it’s ok if everything is not completely siloed, and I can’t tell you how much happier everyone in my family has been, most of all me.

The myth of having it all: the perfect job, the perfectly clean and organized house, the perfectly behaved, well-rested, children – pursuing that is exhausting. Once I was ok with things getting a little messy (metaphorically and sometimes literally), a whole new world opened up.

So what if the kids run circles around the kitchen island while I put the dishes away? Beats waiting until they finally fall asleep at some dreadful hour to do them and being resentful of having to spend my time that way.

Can’t find time to get to a yoga class this week? We’ll all do it together. The baby may decide it’s fun to use my downward dog as a bridge she can crawl under, but it’s great for all of us. Or maybe, we’ll fire up the Xbox for a fun Zumba class. Or crank up the Frozen soundtrack (or the BlackEyedPeas) and dance it out.

Don’t get me wrong, I need “me” time. We all do. But I’m getting better about figuring out a few life hacks that help me get through those times when it’s not possible. I’m not always so great at this. There are days when I want nothing more than 5 minutes of time that is not allocated to someone else’s needs, but those days are fewer and further between because I am doing what I need to do to enjoy the moment I’m in right now – whatever that moment might be.

To me, this is balance. How do you find balance in your life?

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4 Disney parenting fails to make you feel like a better parent

Even the most mindful among us has a bad day every once in a while. Take heart. Even these fairytale parents struggled with intentional parenting on occasion. From power struggles to tantrums to outright defiance, these animated confrontations come pretty close to the real thing. Luckily, parents and children learn a few lessons along the way making these stories educational not only for our children but also for us parents – if we know where to look.

1. The ultimate power struggle: Ariel and King Triton

Sure, we’ve all been there. You tell your daughter for the umpteenth time not to go to the surface, and what does she do? Not only go to said surface, but save a HUMAN?!?!? What’s a reasonable merman supposed to do? Well, King Triton certainly showed Ariel. He destroyed her statue and sent her straight into the waiting tentacles of everyone’s favorite sea villain, Ursula. Sure, it all worked out in the end, but not before Ariel lost her voice, her tail, and her freedom. Next time, count to 10 your majesty. She might not like your directive, but she’s more likely to listen if it isn’t shouted.

 2. A frozen tantrum: Elsa and the King and Queen of Arendelle

We love our children, but that doesn’t mean we have to love their annoying and sometimes dangerous habits – like freezing their sister’s heads. That being said, teaching a toddler to shove down her innermost feelings was probably not the most enlightened approach to take. Is it any wonder, Elsa exploded and froze the entire kingdom? The King and Queen might have done better to provide a safe place for Elsa to create and a little encouragement to use her words.

 3. Mutual respect: Merida and Queen Eleanor

It’s tough being a princess. So many lessons and requirements, and you don’t even get to choose who you want to marry. None of this seems strange to Queen Eleanor who has her daughter’s best intentions at heart, but for Princess Merida it all seems like a life sentence in boredom. Driven to use dark magic to change her fate, Merida turns her mother into a monster – ok, a bear. The lack of communication and respect comes close to permanently damaging the fabric of the family. Luckily, in the end, Queen Eleanor and Merida learn a lesson in mutual respect.

4. Freedom and choices: Nemo and Marlin

As parents, we want to protect our children from everything, but holding on too tightly as the   traumatized Marlin did to Nemo can often lead to unwanted consequences. While your child isn’t likely to be scooped into a fishing net and housed in an aquarium in Sydney, healthy, confident kids thrive when given the freedom to make choices (within reason) and have healthy boundaries.